Ever remember a time when you’ve had a moment of truth?
I took my grandchildren to a skating rink recently and it dawned on me, I’ll never skate again. Arthritis has made it impossible, definitely not a smart thing to even consider.
Sometimes we have more serious moments of truth, “cock crowing” experiences I will call them.
Several years ago, I lived next door to a lady who I doubted was a Christian. I made a few attempts to be neighborly to get to know her. She was friendly enough, but we didn’t have many interactions. I kept thinking I would be able to develop enough relationship to witness directly to her, but before I knew it, our new house was built and we moved away. I realized our paths would likely never cross again. I lost my opportunity. The cock crowed.
On a far deeper level, Simon Peter had his moment of truth. He had boldly followed Jesus. At the last supper, Jesus tried to warn the disciples that they would fall away, but Peter pledged his allegiance. Jesus told Peter,
“I tell you the truth, this very night, before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times.”
But Peter declared,
“Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.” Matthew 26:34-35
Peter and the others went with Jesus to the garden. When the the temple guard and religious leaders came for the arrest, Peter drew his sword to protect Jesus and ended up cutting off Malchus’ ear. Jesus rebuked Peter and restored the ear.
In spite of this rebuke, Peter (and John) continued to follow in the shadows when the leaders arrested Jesus and took Him away. All the other disciples fled. Peter even went into the courtyard outside the place where the leaders were questioning Jesus. That should count for something!
But then one of the servant girls questioned Peter. “You are one of his followers, aren’t you?” “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said. Denial one.
Later, another questioned him. “I don’t know the man,” he said. Denial two.
Still warming themselves around the fire, another said, “Surely you are one of them. Your Galilean accent gives you away.” Peter called down curses. “I don’t know the man!”
The cock crowed.
Peter’s moment of truth came. Instantly, he remembered Jesus’ warning. Peter went outside and wept bitterly.
We’ve all probably had words we wish we could draw back in. Moments of devastating self-awareness—cock crowing experiences.
Thankfully, Resurrection Day would come. What will Peter do with that?
~ Joyce ~